Establishing Stance:
At some point in all my shutterbug life I had become obsessed with the subject matter of what I was photographing, trying to manipulate the camera and the subject matter to get what I thought was a good shot. Gradually I realized that I was seeing the world solely through the viewfinder. I would constantly think about the picture I should take, how a certain subject should look and when to upload all these wonderful pictures on Facebook for my friends and family to see. In the process I was not available to actually enjoy the moment. That's when I put the camera down.
I took to the camera again after the birth of my daughter, to document her milestones and to treasure her years growing up. My should's, have to's and must's about how to take pictures melted away in the face of complete love. I slowly also began to notice that the world around me had that flavor, of love and acceptance. When the "new mother" phase began to wear I had to acknowledge all my other emotions as well and the world took on those flavors again. But my moments of love, a world with this flavor continues to exist because of Anika, because of my meditation and mindfulness practice.
On a flight back to Delhi, July 2012 |
Looking at the world, seeing it like it is, by being "...present with something in an open space" (p.3) continues to enliven and ground me and that is thanks to this book. The author's define Contemplative photography as a meditative practice of connecting with your present moment with careful observation. The author's quote Henri Cartier-Benson to describe Contemplative Photography as "Putting one's head, one's eye and one's heart on the same axis" (p.5). It is a way of letting go our stereotypes of what should be, what other's will think, what you think, it is a process of taking a picture by appreciating things just as they are.
I can't help but quote some more " When a properly exposed photograph faithfully replicates your original perception, you saw clearly... How does clear seeing produce clear images? When you see clearly, your vision is not obscured by expectations about getting a good or a bad shot, agitation about the best technique for making the picture, thoughts about how beautiful or ugly the subject is, or worries about expressing yourself and becoming famous...What resonated within you in the original seeing will also resonate in the photograph." (p.3)
On a flight back to Delhi, July 2012 |
Clear seeing needs practice, which is why I am glad the authors call it the "practice" of contemplative photography and not the mastery of contemplative photography. Thank God for that. It heartens me because practice means a constant coming back to wisdom of what is. Given that my practice has its ups and downs because of who I am and my perceptions of how a certain picture should be taken and of what should be photographed often OFTEN plagues me, a practice of contemplative photography gives me the space to come back to a place of non judgmental being. Take your time and come back to the present moment is what this practice is about. I am also grateful for the exercises in the book. I had actually began some of them before I bought the book and you can too, the basic exercises are on their website: Seeing Fresh . The authors know what plague my head, so they give wonderful exercises to work with the inner judgmental dialogue,with boredom and frustration.
New Delhi, July 2012 |
thanks, aarathi. i have visited the sites on your blogroll earlier, but i have never studied or thought about my photography from this perspective and these two posts have been highly instructional. i love shooting skylines, skies, children, and of course, my little balcony garden. i also end up shooting a lot and then doing a lot of post production, cropping and editing my images very heavily to come up with what i like. i feel challenged by portraits and monochrome.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the wonderful comment Subho! I wonder if you like the post production exercise? I love shooting skies too, as I am learning! Glad the post was helpful to you :-)
DeleteWow baby ! I totally agree with what you said in your second paragraph about failing to enjoy the moment in an effort to capture the moment and save it for the future. That's why I have never carried a camera on any of my trips. But now with the existence of i phone maybe I will take up your suggestion some time soon.
ReplyDeleteI also feel that everything you have said on this blog will also hold good completely minus the camera too!!! After all the HUMAN EYE is the most natural camera and the brain the hard disk to store all images for exclusive future use :-) I will immediately start practice with my eyes as it is going to come very handy when u chaps ditch me and go to Hyderabad !
I agree wth everything you say appisa :-) ummmah!
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